y am i so emtional? things tat moved mi or makes mi sad..i easily can cry..y ? haizz..in skool i lyk cried ferr at least 3 times?..arrhhh!!! i cried in skool todae..cos' of some friendship problem lorr..they asked mi to go behind to tok things out..i didn't wann to cos' i didn't wann to tok abt it in class..and it ..it..was juz so sudden ..they already didn't tok to mi ferr lyk 3 wks..then suddenly 2dae tok to mi..haizz..i didn't noe how to respone to it..
sometimes i feel lyk they treat mi as a toy..they angry wif mi juz ignore mi totally! then if they cool down then tok to mi again.. we r already 15 yrs old..y r we still playing tis 'i donn wann to tok to euu..i donn wann friend euu' game? y? so mani qns came to miine mind i donn knoww wat to do.. have they ever ever know how i feel at 1st anot? do they noe how it feel to be treated lyk tat? it realli hurtz.. realli do.. even miine whole family knew abt it.. i donn noe how to ans to them lorr..haizzz..i donn even noe y it started! i'm so stupid!..blur and sotong..donn even noe things tat r goinn on..haizzz..do they noe how i spent miine lonely ,sad 3wks? when i see them so happi in skool i am so envious of them..haizzz..donn noe wat to do le lor..haizz..realli donn noe lor..no one to guide mi .. totally lost at all..haizz.. donn noe how mani haizz..i sae le lor..i tink by now a thousand times oso got le..haaiizz..everytimes i told myself not to tink abt it but the problem ish still there cannot donn tink lorr..haizz..
todae veri long winded lahh..cos' got a lot of problems to settle lahh..todae 'she' goinn to call mi..haizz...donn noe wat to sae..juz ...tok lorr..donn even noe if i'll cry a not?..hope not! god pls help mi...not to be soooo...emtional !..aahhhhhhh!!!!! --end--
