AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! i hate todae totally! in a realli bad mood todae and oso veri the 'suai' lor...haizz...maybe tis is fate.. fate wan miine life to be lyk tat. then let it be. i can to anything to it. haizz.. i onli have to accept it.
let's tok abt todae.. i cried in skool. arah...i hate it. i'm so emtional lor. haizz..hate it so much. i'll tell euu y... let's call it fren X ok?. i dun wan to mean the name. (= haizz.. X ask mi to present the nxt time fer mine SL . i dun wann to! X ask A if she agree to let mi present the nxt time. A said yes. i realli dun wann to ! since last time the eng presention and some 'ppl' tok abt mi and laugh at mi ! i realli got no confidence in myself at all! realli dun have! last time at least i have a little courage to go in front and present nut now.. i dun even have a little confidence and courage at all! realli.. when X says tat i realli feel veri sad. forcing mi to do things tat i realli dun lyk and dun even have the courage to! i got angry but didn't show it out. i'm a kind of person who alwaes bottling up miine feeling until i explode and tis is how i ended up crying.. ))'= i will keep on tinking and tinking abt it until realli cannot take it then EXPLODE andf cried. haizz..i oso dun wann tis to happen. but is juz tat i can control it ...
haizz...todae got SL to ych school. hahas. quite okok lah.. went wif the malays and indians feel so extra..but nvm lah.. i already 'xi kuan' le..((= sometimes i look at myself and the disabled children i tink i am much more fortuate than them ways.. haiz.. they get veri happy easily .. if they do something tat they lyk it veri much they will get veri happy .. a little and small thing will make them veri happily already.. normal ppl are alwaes not contented wif the things tat have..alwaes wann fer more.. haiz...including mi alwaes wann fer more... alwaes.. )=
overall todae i'm in veri bad mood lah.. haizz.. anyway tmr gd fri.. gd lor.. ((= hahas. all i got to say is I'm NOT ANGRY anymore..i not soooo petty lahhh... (= -- CRIED gurl--
