now in skool doinn lib duty. wann go home ltr still got tution ltr leh. sianx lor..haiz...no choice lah..hahas. todae skool..onli got 1 word to describe TIRED! i realli tired of everything le.. realli wann to juz put a stop to it..but how? i realli tired. reckless.
first period was it training. was horibble and sad fer mi! the cher' ask our grp one of our member to shift to the other grp wif others. haizz..almost all of them wann mi to go over. i didn't wann to . i was veri confused at tat time. i dun wan to move cos i dun wan to be the others. i feel lyk jzu moving to the pther grp cos some'ppl' will surely complain abt mi and veri unhappy wif mi one . :( i'm realli veri confused. i didn't noe wat to do. in the end ..M went to the pther grp .i felt quite guilty lah. a bi lor. haizzz.. sorie hor... haiz..sianx lor..realli tired of everything le.. y i can't juz live in the world without any hurtz and fearless? everyday i pray to god hope tat god will give miine day without any worries and be happi and my day will be better . i alwaes tell myself not to believe wat i am tinking and onli believe wat i see and heard. haizz...
tat's all fer todae. haizz..juz hope miine day will be better each day. help mi GOD! haizz... -stayhappi- ((:
