i had a bad day. haizz.. i'm dunno what to do anymore le. haizz..i'm juz realli dissapointed... a joke can turn into a big problem and misunderstanding. i dream oso nvr noe that is her hu told the others abt it... and even encouraged mi not to tink too much.. i dream and tink oso nvr tink is her. haizzz...i'm realli upset and dissapointed it. haizz...but 'shi jing yi jing fa sheng le' i can't do anything to it. i told myself i wldn't trust anyone anymore le. never.
haizz...juz have to face the reality. haizzzz...i ask myself repeatly what have i done wrong? WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG? aahhhhhh....i realli wann to shout it out loud.
somehow i wish i can wash away all miine memory...then i no nid to remember abt the past and sad things. haizzzz...
i wldn't be blogging that often le.
*HAIZ*